I’ve been trying to write this post the last few days and it hasn’t been going very well. It’s been stressing me out a little bit. Just kind of always in the back of my mind, nagging at me. I realized something tonight. Or re-realized it, because I’ve realized it before. It’s that I always…

I’ve been having a hard time just sitting still. Like being in the silence. With nothing distracting me. And I’ve been thinking about that lately. I’m sure you know what I’m talking about. When was the last time you sat there with nothing to distract you? No youtube video, no Netflix, no Instagram or TikTok….

 “For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.” (Matthew 24:24)   When I was a kid I would hear about this deceiving the very elect thing and I was always amazed and confused and wondered…

Most of my life I’ve experienced some form and intensity of anxiety or depression. I don’t remember when it exactly started. I don’t remember a time in my life when I didn’t feel anxious in social situations. I mean, I know that’s pretty common. Most people have some level of social anxiety, or at least…

I’ve tried to write a blog before a few times. It never lasts very long. It’s so stressful for me. Writing, I mean. It didn’t used to be that way. When I was a kid I loved to write and would do it often. There were times I felt so inspired and the pen would…